i feel like i'm finding myself. idk @ life i guess? growing up? maturing? some things that i would of dwelled on even in the last 6 months seem so petty now. fights, drama, BS im just over it. i wish every body could find happiness and let things go.
i love & appreciate greatly everything i have, even though some situations are still hard to face and deal with, i must overcome them to better myself. i guess you could say a few "internal conflicts".
above everything other than my family of course, i am so happy to have spent almost, and i cant even believe it...two amazing years w/ my boyoi in november! lovelovelove! <3 its been crazy but worth every second of every minute!

i love life, looking forward to alot. don't know if the keys is going down, but thats okay. i can save money. & then actually have alot to go out of town or do something i really want to do.
i want a house, fuck apts. im sick of the lawn ppl mowing the grass @ 7am when your passed out trying to sleep in those last few hours or even minutes before u have to start your day! fuck that shit! fuck noisy neighbors that blast music at early hours as well thats ridiculous! house hunting time in december, as well as my birthday & christmas! what a great month!
i want to also go to the keys in the spring then because ive yet to go and i really really want to! las vegas too! but thats a little more expensive!
<3

life is great right now! work has been very plentiful in da $$$, Clark's soon will be even more! yessss! can't wait to go to the Keys, Halloween & fall to come, then my birthday even though 22 isn't a huge year to celebrate birthdays are always fun! & drinking is now legal which is way sweeter than past birthdays! i love my friends the ones who still mean something, family & my boyfriend sooo much! i cannot wait to file taxes for my car either & to pay that bitch off. haha april 10th 2014 is what the date is now. definitely going to try to move that up & get that bitch paid! no complaints, i am just so glad all the drama in the world at this time is not mine, and i'm glad i don't look retarded nor pathetic! cheers to my life! <33333

shit hadn't hit the fan yet....keyword: yet!

d00d everybody fucks each other, that's honestly gross as fuck....nice way to catch an STD!
people are fucking mind-blowing i swear!! have some fucking morals shit!
OH and if you only knew what i know, you'd be cracking up too! hahahahhahahahhahahhahahhahahha

that tis all!

Wed: need to get my nails did!
Thurs: my honey leaves for 4 days on a cruise, that super bums me out :[ <333333, but there is an upside to the night, Thirsty Thursday @ the Suns! but before anything oil change @ 3!
Fri: pick up my super sweet D&G glasses! stuntin' bitches & shittt!


ginnie this weekend? that is the question!

sooo...haley had a dream i died last night. & i'm not going to lie, it sort of freaks me out. especially because i've had so many people around me actually die. ahhh wtf!! i'm going to be extremely careful. :\

other than that life's good! love my baby <3, my new cellphone, my new car, work is balling with my new schedule,love love love my friends & family, so now all i want to work towards is to rent a house! i have a ways to wait though, my lease isn't up til feb. that only means time to look and find a perfect house to call a home!

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so i really want a second job. i want to work in a bistro or a nice ass restaurant where it is still fairly easy but i can make ballin ass tips. i'm so sick of people walking all over servers and not tipping them what they should. its fucking annoying. i always make sure when i'm dining in somewhere that i know i have to have enough money to tip the person good that was waiting on me.$2 tips fucking is so gay especially when you bust your ass for some picky ass fucking people. if you think this even applies to you, you should feel bad. tip money is what i rely on. its what i live off of. its how i pay my bills. tisk tisk to you non tippers out there! shame on you! oh and if you go to Everest a big fuck you too :]
i really hate that "they" hang out. i'm not even going to get on that subject but shit, awkward!
i even more hate the fact that some people are just down right traders. we won't get into that either.
i need to stick to my diet like i did last year & i need to get enrolled in school.i am seriously slacking in those departments! those are my next goals seeing as i got my brand new car so i don't get to look forward to that anymore. i also want to rent a house instead of an apartment in a few years maybe next go around. not in riverside either, don't care i like my stuff not getting broken into thank you. no reruns i'm content with having all four windows intact in my car :]
oman this was longer than i originally was going for but that's okay. who really reads this stuff anyways?

<3 goodnight

bills are paid, time to save!

i need too many things in my life right now!
$$$

ladies & gents, mr. jackerson is back in the building!! :]

im super sad mr. jackerson ran away. i hope he returns :[

just when u thought life couldn't get any better....honda calls you and gives you a brand new car 09 for an even cheaper price! now i own my very own brand new car. & still got to keep it in black. thank my lucky stars!

today i made my first huge purchase.



'07 black honda civic.

i still can't even fucking believe it!

i'm in love. the end.

some people really should catch an std. retards.

i hate sharks & redheads. die.

today is awesome, its the weekend & im off!

i also moved "officially" out of my old apt today, turned in the keys. thank god! hated that hellhole. moving on up!

MONSTER JAM ! cooking out, pregamin, tailgating.
3 hour count down til the party starts!

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i ♥ the gift of green ! :]

love my bf.
love my gfs.
love ze ganj!
love my jackattack!
love the new APT!
love life!

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